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I did nothing yesterday worth noting, and I was completely fine with it. Instead of going out, I stayed in and read a book, which was nice and relaxing.
On the appetite front, I found that I can't stomach sweets; they make me want to gag. I can, however, eat toast and chicken wings, which was what I had yesterday. It wasn't healthy, but it was a step up, content-wise. I figure I need the calories to give my body energy.
I'm no longer as devastatingly heartbroken over my decision to not talk to Beate until I'm better. I look at it this way: I'm on a journey to regain my former self and to get back to the people that I love. In order to journey, I have to go away. But I'll come back. While the main objective of a journey is to go somewhere, a secondary objective is to return. Otherwise, what's the point?
This is probably the most positive thought that I've had over the last few days. I think I've made a slight improvement on my emotional intelligence. Maybe I'll be better in time for Christmas to send her good wishes.
On the appetite front, I found that I can't stomach sweets; they make me want to gag. I can, however, eat toast and chicken wings, which was what I had yesterday. It wasn't healthy, but it was a step up, content-wise. I figure I need the calories to give my body energy.
I'm no longer as devastatingly heartbroken over my decision to not talk to Beate until I'm better. I look at it this way: I'm on a journey to regain my former self and to get back to the people that I love. In order to journey, I have to go away. But I'll come back. While the main objective of a journey is to go somewhere, a secondary objective is to return. Otherwise, what's the point?
This is probably the most positive thought that I've had over the last few days. I think I've made a slight improvement on my emotional intelligence. Maybe I'll be better in time for Christmas to send her good wishes.
