Nov. 30th, 2010

lizfu: (. . .)
I'm depressed. And I'm sick. And I'm dropping weight. I still can't eat two meals a day, and I've barely managed to fit in one. Food just doesn't interest me.

I should be more relieved. I should be better. I've had so many breakthroughs, and I'd like to think that the major decisions I made this month were mature, but my heart's still sad and doubting me. Maybe my problem is that I think with my head more than my heart. Maybe that's the lesson I should be drawing from this whole experience.

I miss how things were before.

November really sucked. Good riddance. Here's to hoping that December is better.

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