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I'm feeling much better now than I felt last month. I still get in a depressive funk, but it's no longer debilitating. I still feel that I lost a lot and what I lost will remain lost until it returns (if it ever returns at all). I don't know if I should keep hoping or if hope is pointless.
Having my sister home for the holidays has helped a lot. I missed her so much, and even if she doesn't know what exactly is going on with me, she catches on quickly that I'm depressed. She won't push the subject, which is nice sometimes (I really need to come clean and tell her everything, though), but she'll try to break me out of my shell and make me happy. I appreciate all that she's been doing.
Having my sister home for the holidays has helped a lot. I missed her so much, and even if she doesn't know what exactly is going on with me, she catches on quickly that I'm depressed. She won't push the subject, which is nice sometimes (I really need to come clean and tell her everything, though), but she'll try to break me out of my shell and make me happy. I appreciate all that she's been doing.
